ABYSS

I stand facing an Abyss
Nothing for miles in front of me
And to Journey across will be a hard road
For I stand Alone
My thoughts plague me
My emotions rule me
And my heart is heavy

I can see the light at the far end
Beckoning me forward
Yet my feet are firmly rooted in despair
I don't want to walk alone
Who is going to hold my hand?
Who will catch me if I stumble and fall?
Who will push me to keep going, when I am tired and on the verge of giving up?

I stand facing an Abyss
A Journey that needs me to move forward
Yet something holds me back
The light beckons
And with the Divine surrounding me
I take my first step

I stand facing an Abyss

Blow

BETWEEN MY LIPS YOU FIT
AS IF MY MOUTH WERE A PLACE
MADE EXPLICITLY FOR YOU
ANTICIPATING THAT FIRST TASTE
MY BODY TINGLES, MY MOUTH WATERS
CURLING MY LIPS AROUND YOU
FORMING THAT PERFECT 'O'
LIKE A MATCH, YOUR FIRE IGNITES
AND WITH EVERY PULL OF MY LIPS
I INHALE THE SCENT & TASTE OF YOU
I CAN FEEL YOUR HEAT
SEE YOU BURNING THAT SLOW BURN
AND EXHALING AGAINST YOUR FLAME
YOU BURN JUST A LIL BIT HOTTER
SUCKING HARDER, THAN RELEASING
ITS A DANCE BETWEEN US
AND YET I CAN'T QUIT
YOUR MY ADDICTION
MY ORAL FIXATION
SUCKING A LIL HARDER
YOUR CLOSE TO CLIMAX
BRINGING OUR TIME TOGETHER TO A FINISH
WITH A FINAL BREATH
I BRING YOU TO THAT FINAL PEAK
SPENT AFTER RELEASE
MY MOUTH SEDATED
UNTIL THAT CRAVE HITS AGAIN
'DAMN THERE'S NOTHING LIKE THAT FIRST CIGARETTE'

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Yep I got cussed out for this one, more than once actually and called a tease. I'm a smoker and I love to give head and decided I could merge the two and viola. Yes I'm bad but hey this is who I am, take something ordinary and make it extraordinary.

KISSES..........

ORGASMIC DEATH

Your breath blew across my body
and caressed every part of me
Your hands glided from my ankles
to my thighs, in feather like touches
Your lips brushed mine lightly
leaving a lingering tingle traveling down my spine


Again your hands begin to journey upwards
You finger my hips
You caress my belly
You squeeze my nipples

I feel your breath float over me
Your hands slid around my throat
Your thumbs fingering the hollowness
A slow, low moan escapes from me
Your tongue sought mine
As your hands squeezed tighter
My Orgasm Peaked

Thrusting inside of me
You choked me harder
You gave me slow strokes and deeper thrusts
Your tongue danced with mine
Slowly I began to feel dizzy
Your hands still wrapped tightly around my throat
I couldn't breathe - Yet my Orgasms blinded me
I felt your body tensing - felt it with every thrust you gave me

You were going to Cum
Faster you fucked me, deeper inside

I felt your legs trembling
Your hands twitching with the mounting pressure

Then it happened - I felt your hot Cum penetrating my every fiber
I felt the last of my breath escaping me

I tried to get you to let go - but you only choked me harder

Softly you kissed me as my vision ebbed
I heard you say "Daddy Loves You"

Your words echoing through my soul as the life drained from me

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Yea this one is out there, written back in 2002 sometime... I figure here is a sample of what might be coming your way. 


Kisses..........
 

Someone Said!

Someone told me that "anyone who can't handle your "twisted mind" shouldn't read it then" and after thinking about it I realize that its a truth. So this is the beginning of a journey into my mind, you can love it or leave it, enjoy it or not, judge or don't judge but either way I really just don't give a fuck. I have let my self be concerned with how others perceive me just because I am tired of having to explain myself and my thought process, but hell I am 35 now, definitely wiser, still pretty and still willing to delve deep into my psyche and do what I used to do and put my thoughts down on paper...poetry, short stories and all. So walk with me, take a trip into a world of twisted ideas that will have you visualizing each and every step I take in detail.

Kisses...